selena

Today I want to hurt and theres no one around to inflict some pressure and I cant suppress the gagging in the back of my throat im excited and angry I got some sleep, and some excercisde done at the weekend and my endorphins are overflowing. I stayed at my beaus last night and dreamt I killed a small bird via cleaning its cage. It wasnt dirty to begin with and Im sure I washed it out brilliantly, it was sparkling. ...Apparently not, I came back to find I had left a huge squirt of fairy liquid at the bottom and the bird had eaten it. It watched me as it died. The cage was to small for it.
then I dreamt that my bestest buddy was wandering around the room I was sleeping in, but it was day and was asking me what the fuck I had done with her salwar kameez (sp?) she doesnt have one she shaved half her hair of and had lines and wisps of it similar to tank girls it was so fucking A, thenN bang bang bang! Shes in the room waking us up I LOVED THAT.
I wish I didnt have so many people and commitments tying me to the uk, my dads been offered a job in South Carolina, Ive never lived anywhere longer than three years any how and my body is getting itchy to pack up and leave. i want the summer again mine came and left too fast to even begin!
Does anyone know a site where you can upload your photos and down size them!? I have so many pictures I want to load up but they are too big.