long time no nothin.
six more weeks of school. I can't stand it. This weekend I'm going to Bloomington to blow off steam. My brother's flying in from NYC for this huge party. He didn't tell our parents, so we don't have to bother doing dumb shit with them. I love my brother so much. I wish we were twins so we could do everything together. But I'm stuck here in Indy. Which isn't so bad. I met this boy yesterday who likes to get in fights. Even though there's a big hole in his chest so if he gets punched there he could die. But he's such a good fighter that it's never happened. As retarded as that is, it's kind of impressive. Like, damn, I can respect that. Still ridiculous, though.
There's this dumb cunt who really hates me. I swear to god the tales of my sexual exploits have been way exaggerated, because this is the fifth girl who's thought I'm trying to steal her boyfriend. I don't want her god damn man, I just want mine back from the dead. God damn. The real kicker is that her boyfriend is like a brother to me. So i can't hang out with him without this dumb bitch blowing up in my face. I wish she would just shut up and get over herself. That might sound mean, but I am so tired of dealing with people like this. She has never even had a conversation with me. I don't see the point. I feel kind of bad, though. I don't mean to seem like such a threat. So lately I've stopped shaving and wearing makeup. It's the least I can do, right?
things that are awesome:
steampunk
(I never knew this existed until the other day. I was so excited to find out there are actually people like me!)
chocolate chip cookies
(especially with nuts)
sex in the back of cars
(and the front of cars)
warm weather
hard candies
(the lemon kind!)
seltzer water
rolly cigarettes
dresses
sleeping in
(alllllll day)
in other news, I no longer have a car.
xxx
six more weeks of school. I can't stand it. This weekend I'm going to Bloomington to blow off steam. My brother's flying in from NYC for this huge party. He didn't tell our parents, so we don't have to bother doing dumb shit with them. I love my brother so much. I wish we were twins so we could do everything together. But I'm stuck here in Indy. Which isn't so bad. I met this boy yesterday who likes to get in fights. Even though there's a big hole in his chest so if he gets punched there he could die. But he's such a good fighter that it's never happened. As retarded as that is, it's kind of impressive. Like, damn, I can respect that. Still ridiculous, though.
There's this dumb cunt who really hates me. I swear to god the tales of my sexual exploits have been way exaggerated, because this is the fifth girl who's thought I'm trying to steal her boyfriend. I don't want her god damn man, I just want mine back from the dead. God damn. The real kicker is that her boyfriend is like a brother to me. So i can't hang out with him without this dumb bitch blowing up in my face. I wish she would just shut up and get over herself. That might sound mean, but I am so tired of dealing with people like this. She has never even had a conversation with me. I don't see the point. I feel kind of bad, though. I don't mean to seem like such a threat. So lately I've stopped shaving and wearing makeup. It's the least I can do, right?
things that are awesome:
steampunk
(I never knew this existed until the other day. I was so excited to find out there are actually people like me!)
chocolate chip cookies
(especially with nuts)
sex in the back of cars
(and the front of cars)
warm weather
hard candies
(the lemon kind!)
seltzer water
rolly cigarettes
dresses
sleeping in
(alllllll day)
in other news, I no longer have a car.
xxx