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i like joshua so much better as a person than as a boyfriend. i'm glad we split. i think we're going to be awesome friend.
I went to his house after school and made candy, and then we watched monsters inc, ate a lot of food, etcetera. it was really chill. totally chill. not awkward at all. we couldn't get any bud, but have i got a surprise for him! i'm getting some AK47 tomorrow. Psyched. So psyched.
i like having somewhere i can go and not hide anything from anyone. I love Joshua's family. I wish they would adopt me.