Ive lived my life for one third of its time. I have experienced pain in a way that no person should have ever have had to feel. I have bled tears of joy & sadness all in the same moment & have still always felt that I am an incomplete person. This night: of all nights: once again reminds me that my life is but just a hollow shell with meaningless ambitions. I always have a moment to go forth but I cant and as a result it hurts more with empty reason than a promised fulfilled. I strive to go forth & stream tears of failure. I am my own worst enemy but yet I still try. The one goal in life is too succeeded. I try: I do: I hurt: I feel pain: I fail. I learn with sorrow and sadness... I have lived a life without & yearn for that one moment just to say I miss you too. I ask for forgiveness and always strive to be a better person. I love all that are in my life and will always go forth with humble pride. Never give up hope. I may hurt with sorrow and tears but I do learn and I still try. I will never quit no matter how much it hurts me. I have lived and continue to love.
