sehkh

confussion seems to be the word of the moment. but its a confussion i brought apon my self so i cant really complain. and if i did all i would get are "i told you so's" so i figure id ramble my pointless thoughts here. suckers. anyway i spent the night (friday) in cruses with a friend of mine. yep let the rumors fly! needless to say its going to be an interisting week next week. but reguardless it seems as if every has lost some form of respect for me since i started hanging with her... what, am i supposed to hate a person just because everyone else does? and if anyone gives me that "friend loyality" bull shit i can burn them pretty damn bad. im just waiting for them to play that card. bottom line is i like her company.... a lot. besides, my girl friend supply is dangeriously low so i need to stalk up. to much damn penis in my life as of late. i see shifts in my life. maybe its like that foreverone? doubt it but eh. i see stages in my past were all my friends were female and few males. and then all males and no females. never a middle ground. even now the ratio of females to males i know is 2:5. ah well. i was supposed to go out with her last night again to the club but i have not yeard a peep from her. so *shrugs* i find that quite odd though. not like her to just leave me hanging like that. but in anycase it didnt matter the minute i got home i knocked out! lol but now im well rested and ready to do stuff... yeah thats right stuff... what kinda stuff you ask? you know... cool stuff!!! okay okay i have not gotten that far but still.... but when i do you can assume its really super fun cool stuff! super fun like woah!

oh i picked up the new unkle cd among others while in new mexico. its fuckin amazing! rather depressing but what do you expect from the project that brought you rabbit in the headlights? okay then i guess ill go and start my day. later kats.