sehkh

well there is not much to report... just sitting here listening to smashing pumpkins live cd. kinda brings a tear to my eyes... i love this band to death it sucks that they could not stand the test of time. but i hear billy is coming out with a new album soon so im hopeful. i hate this time of year. its very lonly for me really. its time to reflect thats its another year gone by were i have made very little progress in my social life. im leading into my forth year of being single, not even a flint or anything! just a very dry season. at least when it comes to work this year has been great for me, and i expect so much more next year. if i work hard enough. gah i hate being alone... but its all ive been for so long now im kinda used to it. boo look at me im turning emo... who do i think i am d20 haha jk man. i hope he does'nt even bother to read my journal or im in trouble. anyway yeah... thats all.

but i leave you with a song:
ten times removed
i forget about were it all began
bastard sun of,
a bastard son of
a wild child of the sun
as right as rain
im not the same
but i feel the same
i feel nothing...

<3 SP FOREVER!! <3