segue_to_davey

ok so home sweet fucking home...I never write and nobody really ever reads but its all good. I left Richmond a little defeated. I don't fully feel like I failed or anything but I don't feel like I've accomplished anything either. I look around myself and just see all these happy people and I don't fit in with all of that. This summer 7 diffrent cousins have gotten married. and they are so in love and all that shit. I'm now the last grandchild of age thats not married, and I don't think I will be for a while. And its not that I should be in a hurry but I guess I am. I'm not getting anytihng done with life. For those who aren't married they're finishing school. moving into jobs or going to grad school. and yet I'm just a drop out. But I'm a hell of a waffle house cook though.

I've been in need of some things for a while. The only thing moving home has done is allowed me to stay out if I want, and I'm going to save money... once I'm employed.

I went to the KT Tunstall show the other night... got hit on by some dude.... it doesn't bother me, but not my cup of tea.... I need to meet people, I'll hang out with him if it means I'll have soime social interaction.

I feel patetic