sedona666

I feel like there's a battle raging inside of me. Most days it's very quiet, but lately it seems to be getting louder. I feel like every time I figure out which way is up that everything gets turned upside down again and when I finally land on my feet, I'm in the wrong place. I'm filled with inner turmoil and I can't seem to find the path to peace and harmony. I keep thinking that something needs to change, but what? Me, perhaps. I keep finding myself falling back on the quote:

"This above all: to thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man."

It sounds easy enough. It's very disquieting that I've been feeling this way on and off for nearly a year now. It was all triggered by a tarot reading done on my birthday last year. Thus began my spiritual journeying. I'm attributing most of my inner turmoil to my saturn return which will be in full gear this summer. By the gods, it's kicking my ass. I'm all over the map right now. I think it's time to try to get some sleep.