So the ex and I have had the talk...
She asked me if i was still in love with her and I told her no. It's a really odd situation cause now eight months after she breaks off our engagement I am the one who seems to be "dumping" her. I resent her for putting me in this situation to begin with and the whole thing just makes me realize how selfish someone can be.
First she Dumps me cause "I can't Support her financially" can you believe that shit. Now eight months later she has an epiphany "Money isn't what keeps a relationship together" NO SHIT!
So it all came to a head this week she knows I have a new girlfriend and wanted to know how I feel...
...I AM IN LOVE WITH MY NEW GIRLFRIEND!!!
Furthermore I am not about to let myself be hurt again by her. I am a different person then I was nine months ago and I am certainly not the child I was nine years ago. We all grow up, some just don't want to accept it. So here is my advice for anybody who has had this kind of shit go down in there lives.
"GROWING UP IS HARD TO DO" actually, no it isn't. Accepting it is.
UGH I'm sorry to have been ranting but I am still a little upset about being put through this shit.
For those who care, there is a new trailer for episode 4 of "Starvin' With Louis" please stop by and enjoy. Other then that not a hell of a lot goin' on round these parts.
Here is a link to a music video Sureality, dozer138, & I worked on.
Still listening to:
Extraordinary Machine
By Fiona Apple
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I think many people just don't want their ex's to find happiness with someone else, and get jealous when another person enters the picture. but if yopu sit down and remember why it didn't work out to begin with it makes it easier to swallow.