I went out tonight and it just made me feel so much worse than I already did today. I've been seeing this girl that I like for a couple months, but I called her over christmas and she never called back. Whatever, if shes not down for anything i respect that.

So I go out tonight and a "friend" of mine from school tells me how they have been hanging out together all during christmas.

It shouldn't bother me, but it does

Its just feels like every one is so dishonest to eachother

within the last month every one who I feel close to has made it very obvious they couldn't give a shit about me.

I'm glad I'm leaving!!!!