so its been a very weird and messed up week. on weds. my GF told me that he had a miscarriage in the morning...but she didnt tell me till i was at work that night so it was a strange feeling i had all night at work. on thursday i started drinking at 2:30 pm and passed out at 8. then went out at 10...
Read More
Read More
i have just finished the 6th song for my solo project's (fuck?yes!) first cd (Puppy Dogs & Rainbows) you can listen to some of the songs on my myspace: Fuck?Yes! of course myspace is being a dick face and wont let me put the songs i want on, there are some songs that are too long. i will try to add some. but if you...
Read More
Read More
lemuria:
selel me tone!!!! i would love to pay $# for one!!!!! i still havente lstislneted to the link but shortely. i liek the manme thought. puupy dogs and rainvbows are gereat. 
lemuria:
hahhaah just a bit. but i really do want to buy a cd. 
so i am starting 2 new bands one is with brinny, and the other with the deathmetal guy i work with (nuns cunt)... both i feel will be very interesting. i have been trying to motivate myself to make some songs for both. i got some samples and made drum beat. later i am going to try making some weird shit to use. ......
Read More
Read More
i just had the most amazingl "life moment" on the way to my house. first i drove by a cemetery and there was a lil old chumby man in front of a grave with his head down, his dog on a leash in his right hand and a cane in the other... it made me think of my grandparents and kinda got me upset. then...
Read More
Read More
lemuria:
those are the best!!!
findmeone:
Smoke than out!!!
put a fucking old shirt on fire inside a can and newspaper that helps.
trust me ian brazilian i know this kind of shit.
put a fucking old shirt on fire inside a can and newspaper that helps.
trust me ian brazilian i know this kind of shit.
lemuria:
i hate those guys!!!! there are a bunch of them carpentering away in the thing that covers the stairs to my house..they really suck!!! i also hate anything with a stinger. i stepped on a bee once when i was about seven years old and ever since i freak out when i see one. 
and thank you and your doggies for the hug.
and thank you and your doggies for the hug.
so how the fuck do i read my friends journals now that there is this new and confusing setup?
lexie:
I was thinking the same thing, but suddenly a feature showed up on my home page that allows me to see my friends blogs. you probably have it too.
lemuria:
i have no idea!!! im having the hardest time ever with this new thing!!!
WHOA!!!!!!!!!! new lay-out... fucking weird
so it has been an exciting weekend. got my hair corn rowed (see in my pics) got shit faced sat night. and just got a new tattoo. (my interpetation of a yin-yang) its a big one so i gotta go back next month to get it finished. once its healed a lil more ill take a pic. then once its done i'll take an other...
Read More
Read More
vinegarvalentine:
ohhhh pretty pretty pretty!
isn't drinking fun!/?
isn't drinking fun!/?
evldedgrl:
HAHAHAHAHA! yes they are bearded dragons.
im sorry for all your losses. i understand and empathize completely. sometimes i wonder did i choose to have life this hard dealing with all this or is god just hating me right now? i guess it makes us stronger and maybe progress quicker if we deal with the tough stuff when we are younger?
i remember when my brother died, my mother couldnt even stand up. her legs kept giving out from under her. that made me cry more than anything.
stay strong!