secretly_dead

so my mom told me that my grandpa is going in for surgey. i believe its for his heart. i really hope that he gets through it.ive just stopped crying like all the time cuz of my grandma. and if he... you know. i think it would push me over the edge. but whats weird is that i had a friend read my cards for...
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so i havent updating in a while so ill do that now. well i have been real good lately. i had a good xmas, got lots of cool movies and cds. new years was great i went to jenns bosses house. and then that weekend me and jenn went up north to chill with my fam on vaca. it was a lot of fun. till...
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and he still gives his love, he just gives it away;
the love he recieves is the love that is saved

so i think im gettign sick. or maybe im just havign a bad day. i woke up and my left ear was all clogged or something like its got wtaer in it. and i got a cough thats really annoying. hopefully i dont really get sick cuz i dont have any health insurance. which sucks.


ps: hung out with mike last night and got drunk...
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on the way the work the snow looked the white flames coming up from the ground.
which i never took the time to notice until then.
at work i went out for a cigarette and just stared up and let the snow touch my face.
i forgot what that felt like, just closing your eyes and feeling little tiny taps of cold.
on the way...
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