secretly_dead

i dont want to jinx myself btu life seems to be getting better.

I got a raise at work. A dollar. So great. Now i dont have to ask for one. Im so happy

why can't people just be happy with who and what i am. why do they feel the need to tell me i was a better person in the past? cuz when i look back i was not. i was an asshole, i hated everyone, never gave anyone a chance. now im nice to everyone, give everyone a chance, and care sso much about my friends....
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Ha ha i think my last entry may have been blank.

girls are so fucking confusing. they say lets be friends. so you talk to them like you would any other friend. and they tell you that you 2 can't talk until I work things out. cuz I stress her out. what the fuck! im so fucking fed up with girls bullshit. i really wish i was 16 again and was just liek i dont fucking...
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so i have this cool thing where when i get deja-vu i get very sick. like tired, and feel liek im gonna vomit, and my tummy hurts. and i have had it twice today. i usally get them for about a week or so. it really sucks. and i have had it since i was a lil kid and i have no idea how to...
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so my throat has been sore since sunday night. its a weird sore not like a normal sore throat. like it feels very rough in the back of my throat. im thinking i shouldnt push myself to far. i have to work tongiht. i might call in. but i have tomorrow off. so i dont know what to do. and i have been callign in...
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i think im gonna try to write a 10 min play or something

so i have been trying to quit smoking.... for real this time.
i had 2 yesturday, and 3 today. so thats 5 in 2 days... i think its good. the real test is tomorrow. i cant buy a pack if i do im never gonna quit. i have been rolling my own. and making them really small. i deciced fri night. i was really stressed...
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so last night i hung out with my bud and got drinks

heres the pics
http://www.livejournal.com/users/secretly_dead/148243.html