secretly_dead

i finally talked to my roommate and he gave me some bullshit excuses for what was up.
i asked him why he seems so bothered by me and my GF. he says he hates living here... dont think thats what i asked you. so i asked him why... becuaue of the dogs ( which he knew how they acted around strangers and people at the door before he moved in) my incence burning ( whch i do about once a month) and playign video games ( which he could just ask to use the tv) so i asked him if he is mad at our other roommate who plays video games... nope. i asked him if he was moving out (very smugly) no, are you planning on moving out (even more smug) nope. so i snapped which i didnt want to do and said well im glad you went from being my best friend to someone that cant stand me... and i would of appreciated you telling me these things were bothering you when they did. and just walked inside.

so me and my GF are moving out. we are looking for a place around us. but i have just been so incredibly stressed and upset. a friend of mine passed away at the end of last week, my grandpa has brain, liver, and lung cancer and has less then 3 months to live, i own almost $1000 to various people and bills, and my old best friend wont talk to me.