secretly_dead

went to a party over friend of works house, got there around 815, fell asleep at liek 11....im so lame. i hate when my lack of sleep catches up with me when im havign a good time.

well i have had 3 offers for places to move:
Derry moving back home till i can find a place to live. 45 mins-hour from work.
Hampton my family has a summer cottage that i could stay at. 20-30 mins from work.
Scarbrough Me (sp) my friend said i could go to her house till i can find a place. it is so beautiful. right...
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so lately i have been really stressed out. i really need to find a place to live, i would like to find some people to live with, and i have been so lonely. i dont know when it happened but 2 nights ago it hit my like a ton of bricks and i couldnt help but cry. and i hate feeling like that. it had...
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so my car has been acting wierd lately when im at stop signs or red lights it sounds like its gonna stall. and when im on the highway in overdrive if i go 50-65 it tends to buck. so i put some oil in it to see if that would help and no. so i went to check my trans fluid today, and couldnt find...
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so i havent updated in a few days here is what happened:

FRIDAY: went home for my dads birfday, went to an arena football. it was so cool. the field was only 50 yards and the feild goal was half the size. and there was 2 big nets on either side of it and when the team kicks off you can ball the ball of...
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going home today for my dad's b day.
we are takign him to a football game, and dinner. i hope we go for chinese, cuz the other choice is steak house, and i dont feel like just eating salad.

in other news. i love my new job at O'Naturals. i might be gettign a place with 2 people i work with. i think it would...
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saw 13 going on 30 with stina friday and our buddy marky mark. mark didnt want to be my date so stina was my back up. it was a pretty good movie. i must say, i was surprised.

i hate the rain

my computer is being so dumb. i think i got a virus. which means i gotta save everything on a cd and reinstall windows.

i think i got a virus on my computer i need to save all my shit on cds and reinstall windows. god i hate computers.

im so very tired. i havent had a day off in a week. i think im gonna ask for sunday off. cuz my next day off is tues. and last time i worked this much i got a rare from...
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so i have been thinking alot lately. and its not the kinda thinking i should be doing right now. i'm starting to get more in the mood for a GF. i mean i have a crush on some girls (but they are crushes) and like one. but i dont know. it would just be weird. yea :o\ i hate when i get like this. i...
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hung otu with stina and friday. man i missed them. it was fun. i got home and put in smaller retainers in my lip. it feels wierd not havign the back rub on my teeth.. but suppose thats a good thing. im going to chill with friday tomoorw between jobs. i misse dthem so much cuz i used to hang otu with them everyday for...
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