secretly_dead

so last night i almost got "arrested" for singing a Mike Patton song downtown. i mean the only words were FUCK over and over louder and louder. but yea 4 cops asked to to come over to them. one asked for my ID and asked if i thought people want to hear my "trash mouth" i had to stare him in the eyes not to...
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so im chillin downtown on my laptop. havent got the interweb at the house yet but its still cool. so my grandpas wake andf funeral went well. he looked great. it was good to see him one last time. i went to hampton yesturday to hang with the fam... it was weird not seeing him sitting on the porch or in his chair in the...
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im at my parents now. we are going to my grandpa's wake and funeral. he passed away on sat. which sucks but atleast he is with my grandma again. thats about it.

quick update:
moved to new pad,
grandpa doing better,
not gonna be on a lot

went to go see my grandpa in the hospital. i'd like to say he looks good, but that would be a lie. its so upsetting to see him like that, with tubes all in his arms, down his throat, arms all bruised up, skinny. hes got a temp of 102. and i just wish that he would not give up and try to get better....
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so the colors are all fucked on my tv. ands it makes for watchign ben folds high all that much better.

i had a dream last night that i went to my old grade school and rode my bike there and when i came outside some lil shit had stolen my bike. so i went back in side and told them what happened, and they were like well there is nothign we can do. and i said the stupidest thing ever. i said: oh yes you...
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EDIT: i love the O.C.

question: who has 2 thumbs and has a fucking flooded basement once a fucking gain?
answer: this guy right here.

any way the money thing is under control. yet im only gonna have 5 buck in my account after so i need to put some more in.

so i cant sleep. i need to give a check to my roommate tomorrow for 1st and sec dep. rent. and im gonna be $200 short. and i feel bad. i would of had the money if my paycheck didnt bounce... MY MOTHER FUCKING PAYCHECK! and i guess they cant just put the money in my account they need to send me a new check...
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So right now im sitting in bickfords some guy is playing guitar and some dumb girl is singing please kill me