secretagenman

i am not hopeful, no worries, i am trying to deal with it.
she just might not care.

it's been par for course, so i cannot say i am surprised.

i mean,when you are totally out of touch with someone for more than a month, after non stop contact for about 2, you would expect more than a three line email, maybe a phone call?

something like that?

i dunno, i am bringing my self worth into quetion again.

i know that i shouldn't but it is fucking difficult not to.

it's alot to deal with.

I just have alot on my mind, i am glad surfing cleanses it every morning or i would be fucked...ha, that is for damn sure.

that and biking, i am glad i sold my truck, it makes me feel free.

so my plans are to head to australia again this winter.

i am moving out and in with coop after summer, gonna try and find another to join us.

surf, just think about that and i am good.

-happy 4th...(that is exciting too)
-justin