I never update because school is nuts, and bio lab is hard.
I found someone to host us!
I fucking rock!
well...ok i don't rock, but i did find someone to host us.
the site (assuming cooper agrees) will be up in less than two weeks, and we wil start posting then! regularly! yay!
on the downside, I got rejected, again, and that really sucks, but apparently we can still be friends...oh joy!
actually it's cool, she is the only girl that i could have as a friend and do shit with that can handle me, and put up with most of my nonsense, and after asking her out, and saying no, offer to go on an excurion to europe backpacking for a month+. I thought that was strange, but thought nothing of it, cause shit, i have only been two places (minus surfing the whole fo the cali coast...Mex, and Aus, so Euro trip here I come. It's like, i can't date you, and we can be friends, but to show we can really be friends, lets travel halfway across the world together and get all fucked up and have a good time.
so I am sad and happy in the same step.
When she came in to town for my birthday (she flew in trom Tennessee for my birthday, that tripped me the fuck out) I was excited, We hung out alot, and I guess I just got the wrong signals.
so, I have been rejected again, and that sucks, but this has got to be the coolest rejection ever.
Also I gave up sex (not that I was getting laid at all anyway) and masturbation( that is fucking soo difficult you have no fucking clue) for lent, even though I do not celebrate it, seemed like the right thing to do, to deny myself something to gain stronger in the process, right? come out as a better person? please let that be the case.
anyway, yeah, *sigh* times are tough.
umm, that is just about all for now, I plan to have my friend who owns a biker bar and tat shop in london ink me up right when I am there, and that is exciting.
I also got back my truck in almost operational condition, that is fucking exciting.
now it is time for me to stop rambling, post this shite, and update more often.
yeah, peace out nukkas!
I found someone to host us!
I fucking rock!
well...ok i don't rock, but i did find someone to host us.
the site (assuming cooper agrees) will be up in less than two weeks, and we wil start posting then! regularly! yay!
on the downside, I got rejected, again, and that really sucks, but apparently we can still be friends...oh joy!
actually it's cool, she is the only girl that i could have as a friend and do shit with that can handle me, and put up with most of my nonsense, and after asking her out, and saying no, offer to go on an excurion to europe backpacking for a month+. I thought that was strange, but thought nothing of it, cause shit, i have only been two places (minus surfing the whole fo the cali coast...Mex, and Aus, so Euro trip here I come. It's like, i can't date you, and we can be friends, but to show we can really be friends, lets travel halfway across the world together and get all fucked up and have a good time.
so I am sad and happy in the same step.
When she came in to town for my birthday (she flew in trom Tennessee for my birthday, that tripped me the fuck out) I was excited, We hung out alot, and I guess I just got the wrong signals.
so, I have been rejected again, and that sucks, but this has got to be the coolest rejection ever.
Also I gave up sex (not that I was getting laid at all anyway) and masturbation( that is fucking soo difficult you have no fucking clue) for lent, even though I do not celebrate it, seemed like the right thing to do, to deny myself something to gain stronger in the process, right? come out as a better person? please let that be the case.
anyway, yeah, *sigh* times are tough.
umm, that is just about all for now, I plan to have my friend who owns a biker bar and tat shop in london ink me up right when I am there, and that is exciting.
I also got back my truck in almost operational condition, that is fucking exciting.
now it is time for me to stop rambling, post this shite, and update more often.
yeah, peace out nukkas!
