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He is being deployed in December.


I can't even describe how absolutely wretched I feel.

Depressed today. But I feel like I should at least write something.

So I will share a quote.

It is very profound.

Marry had a little lamb, and the doctor fainted.




Ok. i feel more like telling now. I am depressed because I am afraid my fiance wants to end it with me. he is always talking about the divorce rate and all this stuff,...
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I just wanna say thank you all who responded to my blog and said all the kind words, you are all so nice thank you. I haven't worked out yet today because I had to go into the town that is an hour away so I could pick up baby diapers and stuff and I just recently got back and it is INSANELY stuffy in...
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Today...*sigh*


I started a new weight loss regime today. 2 hours of exercise and half the amount i usually eat. I am very hungry. and very tired. and incredibly depressed. You know exercise is supposed to make you feel good. it just makes me feel like a freaking fat ass and makes me remember that no matter how much weight i lose my stretch marks...
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day five i do believe. it has been an uneventful day. I researched bikes and baby trailers because i'm moving and I am going to be needing a method of transportation. My lip is atrocious...um what else. Bonnie is too worked up and tired to fall asleep so shes crying in my lap while i try and rock her to sleep but I think she...
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Ok, lets see, Day 4 yes? alrighty, so today I got baby food and then came home, looked up the Zodiac killer, talked to my best friend whom I have not seen sense I graduated and we might be going to a lecture together tonight, if not then we still get to hang out next week when he is no longer working. He's a lifeguard...
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Sooo. Today is day 3 and i didn't spend as much time wandering the web waves of SG as i did yesterday. Mainly because I was piercing my lip with a monster needle. I got the needle through, but the inside skin of my lip is super tough cause i play trumpet. and i got the very tip of the needle through but the needle...
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Hola! it is day two of my SG website adventure And I must say i am pretty addicted. Cause seriously, I am looooving this So yeah, life is grand, went to the dr. today and got groceries and practiced driving (yes i am 18 and i do not have a license, but ive got a permit rock on me!) All is well in D-town. Now...
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Hiya folks, I'm new here, kinda obviously