I hope you guys liked it.
So my fiance got me an elephant figurine for xmas and then his dog tore the package to shreds so he gave me the elephant early and OMG i love it so much it makes me smile every time I see it. I also think it was really cute of him because he knows I like elephants and he...
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So my fiance got me an elephant figurine for xmas and then his dog tore the package to shreds so he gave me the elephant early and OMG i love it so much it makes me smile every time I see it. I also think it was really cute of him because he knows I like elephants and he...
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here is the link to the necklace...but is it ok for me to post that on here?? If its not please someone tell me and I will take it down ASAP!!!!!
But in the meantime here you go
http://www.artfire.com/modules.php?name=Shop&op=listing&product_id=906574
Hope you like
But in the meantime here you go
http://www.artfire.com/modules.php?name=Shop&op=listing&product_id=906574
Hope you like

noldor_:
yay 

cudnovati:
that is pretty amazing.
So I am sitting here waiting for the email to confirm my account on a website that is going to allow me to sell the jewlery I make online I am pretty excited. I figure once I sell enough online and save up I can start selling them in person along with some handmade jewelry boxes and different articles of clothing like corsets and things...
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cudnovati:
great news! dont forget to include the link to the store when you have it ready.
krisness:
Have you tried selling things on Etsy? I am in love with that website.
I still haven't seen my tattoo and I can't get a hold of my fiance either and I just am rather bored cooped up in this little Grey room and I think I am going to search different lingerie cause i own nothing nice. it sucks. i feel ugly blargh. Sad day.
Do any of you guys or gals just sometimes sit down, turn on...
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tevyn:
indeed.
my life is a crazy one.
my life is a crazy one.
tevyn:
indeed.
my life is a crazy one.
my life is a crazy one.
I don't get to see my tattoo today
And on top of that, I was supposed to get married today and THAT did not happen. And so I can't cut my hair because I want to be able to do it like Audrey Hepburn for my wedding but in the mean time i HATE keeping my hair long it takes FOREVER to dry and I...
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cudnovati:
well, i hope you guys will set a new date soon, if you havent already that is. best wishes!
tevyn:
nooo.
you're my buddy so you'll get to read all the ones i post!
they just have to be private to my friends because i have a stalker.
you're my buddy so you'll get to read all the ones i post!
they just have to be private to my friends because i have a stalker.
So I got pretty much all my xmas shopping done yesterday and so I am muchos happier about the holiday coming up but now I have to make a tough decision. I can either A)Go visit my extended family and have one of those big wonderful Christmases I have always dreamed about or I could B) Stay here and have Christmas with my fiance for...
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personaljesus:
go have the big christmas........ or wait stay home with the fiance....wait....

cudnovati:
tough decision indeed. id go with option C, having the best time no matter what. youll figure it out 
you will get the tattoo even if your family is not ok with it...or?

you will get the tattoo even if your family is not ok with it...or?
I'm having my first tattoo drawn up!!!! YAY!!!!
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sechenie:
An epidural is when you have a long needle inserted into your spine for pain management while giving birth or having surgery. So I know I am strong enough to deal with it....I hope lol
cudnovati:
haha yeah, it is not as bad as one might think. i hope youll get it soon.
So I tried to get on Model Mayhem and I was denied
not sure why. Probably didn't think my pictures were good enough. All well I guess its for the best 


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sechenie:
Not exactly seeing as how I am not going to spend $100 to have 4 pictures to put on a website. So I guess it doesn't mean that much to me. That and I am broke. LOL but they were very high quality pictures just done on a timer. Might the fact I had to compress them a few times to make them work have something to do with it?
cudnovati:
probably the compression was a factor. then again, i can only guess they would have to be heavily resized and compressed to be rejected.
and i hear ya, $100 is quite a lot, there are other options, even if you take the photos yourself. the best will always be to work with a photographer, amateur or pro. amateur photographers should not charge you.
and i hear ya, $100 is quite a lot, there are other options, even if you take the photos yourself. the best will always be to work with a photographer, amateur or pro. amateur photographers should not charge you.
So I was talking to Ryan again about how even though I promised him I would never submit a hopeful set, I still think about it a lot (despite how I look) And he told me that if it makes me happy he is ok with me doing it but he would never want to talk about it, see what I did, and he would...
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cudnovati:
honestly i dont think you are selfish at all. I suppose you have wanted to do it for quite some time now, you can always shoot the set and decide later. its great to value his opinion, i guess doing it and not talking about its the fairest of options. Do what you feel its right. 

rickroyal:
Probably depends on why you want to do it. Examine your genuine feelings for wanting to submit a set. Perhaps then you'll be able to express to him why this is so important to you.
But ultimately you have to live your own life. Years for now will you look back and wish that you'd done it? Or will it be something you'll giggle about and be glad you never did?
If he would want to pretend that it never happened, though, it would probably create some friction even if he says it's okay. Is whatever you'd get from submitting a set worth the friction?
But ultimately you have to live your own life. Years for now will you look back and wish that you'd done it? Or will it be something you'll giggle about and be glad you never did?
If he would want to pretend that it never happened, though, it would probably create some friction even if he says it's okay. Is whatever you'd get from submitting a set worth the friction?
Okeydokey. So I finally talked to my fiance about something that I've been thinking about and I really thought he was going to freak out on me but he actually was fully supportive of it. Sooooo....I'm getting a breast lift! Yay. I HATE my saggy boobs. SO MUCH. I was so arrogant thinking 18 year old boobs wont ever get saggy so I didn't take...
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sechenie:
they wanted me to work with them but also attend their acting college which i can not afford. All well 

cudnovati:
aww im sorry. keep auditioning, keep trying.
Kisses!