sechenie

I dont have a lot of time to get on here much anymore i am hoping we get internet soon and i can do more than just post this and send messages. I cant even read other peoples blogs and it sucks. I had to work two shifts yesterday and one the day before and i wasnt supposed to go in either days. My days...
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So work is fun but my feet hurt a lot. I have my appointment for my first tattoo set up for wednesday. Im scared. Im not scared of it hurting but i am scared that i might be a complete wimp if it does hurt. I dunno im just super nervous. What if i jump? Im terrified of needles ugh

Last night i got higher than i ever have been and i got so sick and everything that happened feels like it was a dream and i have a splitting headache. But today is my last day as a free person and tomorrow i become a waitress. Tell me if this is weird but i have always wanted to be a waitress. I am pretty...
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I GOT A JOB! GO ME!!

So some good some bad. The photographer who was going to work with me sunday stopped responding to my emails a while ago about when and where and what. So i dont really know why but i have given up hope on that. Today my fiance has been gone and wont answer the phone and that has upset me but he is bringing back the...
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So i just am a bit down. There is this girl in our apartment complex who keeps hitting on Ryan. She walks her dog by our place every day while he is on his cigarete breaks so she can talk to him. Shes 16 and skinny and blonde and everything im not and she knows that he is mine cause she always gives me dirty...
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In about two weeks i am gonna get my hair done i think but i dont know for sure it all depends on our money situation at that time. The photographer STILL hasnt gotten back to me to confirm the date for the shoot. And tomorrow i am going to contact all of the places i applied to to see if my applications have been...
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I am still able to keep in touch on my cell phone but i cant even look at photo sets Muchos sadness about that. I am super excited for the 24Th cause that is the day i hopefully get to do some modeling for a photographer so i can start building a portfolio so i hope it works out. And hopefully soon also i will...
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So we move into our new apartment monday, I don't know if I will be able to snatch wireless internet there but if you do not hear from me for a while, that would be the reason. I have a job interview at applebees on tuesday, and...yeah not a whole lot else going by. just trying to find enough money to pay our rent and...
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most magnificent christmas, shitty day today. Bah humbug. Spent a good 3 hours crying over what my boobs look like.