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Gah someone out there help me organize my life! I have so many things i want to do it all gets so jumbled!

Today is Ryans birthday and it is a beautiful day and i served him an awesome breakfast in bed and today just rocks i did 100 Reps on an ab lounge and it really wasnt as bad as i thought but it really felt like it did something. Im sad about one thing though which is a volkswagon bug i wanted we finally stopped to...
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I am all better i went to work yesterday and they got my paycheck all messed up but they said in about two days it should all be fixed. Also Ryan is sick now and his bday is friday and i am hoping that i will have that day off but i havnt gotten him a gift and i have no idea what to get...
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Im still sick but i am hoping that by tomorrow i will be better cause tomorrow i go to the doctor and if they write me a clean bill of health i go back to work tomorrow and i really need to go back to work cause its monday all over again

Last night Ryan and i went on a date and i got some super sexy lingere however thats spelled and if i was ever to do a set thats what i would want to wear it was so awesome and my corset is AMAZING and its real and makes me look gooood. But then after dinner i became very ill and have been that way...
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I really miss my cats and my horses. I dont have any cuddley creatures to snuggle with any more and it makes me sad. Also Ryan went to go get his last tattoo today and he promised he would take me and he didnt. I just want to cry. I feel like he is never going to change and really wont ever want me around.

Im all alone cause Ryan had to leave for his monthly training for the military. I have a double shift today and my tattoo is almost healed its just hard for me to rub the ointment on cause of the place. It must be really hard to take care of a back piece or other huge tattoos. People are a whole lot tougher than me....
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my tattoo was finished an hour ago. It rocks and it HURT a lot in some places. Now it doesnt hurt and i am very sleepy so i might be taking a nap. Its bigger than i planned and not where i originaly gonna put it but its perfect and i love it so much but i will NEVER get a tattoo on my shoulder...
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OMG i get my tattoo today and i am freaking out. I am going to post before and after pics once i get my internet back on my computer. Gah i am so nervous.

I am so nervous about my tattoo tomorrow i just know i am going to be a pansy. i might get a hair cut today but i am not sure. It all depends if i can decide what i want. I tried to find some nice cloths yesterday because i am going to a club for the first time on the 49th But it just...
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