sechenie

for some reason no one can just be my friend. I think they are then they want some sexual favor and when I turn them down i'm no longer worth their time. I have come to realize I will only ever be seen as a sexual object and it makes no sense I am not even that desirable. All I can conclude is it has...
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men are scum

so not only was i sick for 2 day and missed work both days and might be looking at getting let go but also my car was towed FROM MY APARTMENT and my friend won't spend time with me. He messages me to say "I feel so alone, i hate getting off of work early cause I have no life" so i said "You can...
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second day sick in a row. might lose my job for it. ugh. all well if i do i will apply at hooters. or move to san antonio and work at coyote ugly

HEY!!!! I thought for sure this thing would have disconnected ages ago!! I don't understand! But this is awesome so who cares!!! HOW IS EVERYONE OUT THERE DOING?!??!

I GOT THE JOB!!! the one I was freaking out over the drug test for?? I GOT IT! HAHAHA!!! and also you guys this is my last time online steadily for a while because I move into my new place today and no internet. But hopefully with my job that will get taken care of!! AH I AM SO HAPPY!

So my mom is in town. Blaaaargh, but she might be getting me an apartment and Im not sure how I feel about that. good to get out of my grandparents, bad for still not doing things on my own again. Cause you know any minute the generosity could fall through and our asses would be out in the street again. Also bad water under...
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So yesterday I did my drug test I am CERTAIN i will fail because 68 days ago yesterday I smoked a joint and the hair test tests back 90 days so yeah go me for fucking up the best job I could have gotten which paid $12.50 an HOUR!!!! fucking a I am an idiot. Oh and I got a hair cut yesterday and my...
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I have a job interview today at 3:30 and because my aunts have decided I have not gotten a job yet because my business clothes "show too much cleavage" and don't have 3/4 or longer sleeves they are playing dress up with me today >.< I LOOK LIKE AN OLD WOMAN and i HATE IT. Just because my aunt is a prude doesn't mean the...
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Wow I worked my tail off yesterday and my body is kicking my ass for it today!!! I moved furniture for my grandma, did 50 situps (eee!!!) a handful of pushups (didn't count) 2 minute long planks OW! and then I did some SUPER INTENSE yoga before bed. I ALMOST drank 5 glasses of water, I just can't drink that much liquid in one day!!...
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