sechenie

I still haven't seen my tattoo and I can't get a hold of my fiance either and I just am rather bored cooped up in this little Grey room and I think I am going to search different lingerie cause i own nothing nice. it sucks. i feel ugly blargh. Sad day. Do any of you guys or gals just sometimes sit down, turn on the TV or open a magazine or something and burst into tears because it feels like everyone else out there in the world is so damn beautiful that you must look like a circus freak? I feel like that every day of my life and I don't know how to get better.