So I was talking to Ryan again about how even though I promised him I would never submit a hopeful set, I still think about it a lot (despite how I look) And he told me that if it makes me happy he is ok with me doing it but he would never want to talk about it, see what I did, and he would pretend that it had never happened cause he just doesn't want to think about it. Would it be horribly wrong of me to take advantage of him saying I could? Or should I just push aside the fact that I want to do it so I can keep the peace? Am I selfish for even considering it?
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But ultimately you have to live your own life. Years for now will you look back and wish that you'd done it? Or will it be something you'll giggle about and be glad you never did?
If he would want to pretend that it never happened, though, it would probably create some friction even if he says it's okay. Is whatever you'd get from submitting a set worth the friction?