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OMG I am completely ENRAGED!!! I got an email from my husbands (very VERY soon to be EX) email, saying "he has a wife and baby on the way so don't contact him again." Um....EXCUSE ME?!?! Firstly I'm his wife still legally and he hasn't paid child support for OUR baby in almost half a year!!!! I swear to god people as stupid as him...
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Broke up with my bf, got back together with my bf. Stressed out day.

Well now I wish I had some thongs! Anyways. My tummy hurts really bad, again>.< Had a heart to heart with my bf.last night. I think it went well.

Having SUCH a grumpy day!!! Also my corset came in last night but its just a touch too big. I want more reduction. But I'm scared if I return it I wont get the new one in time for the party. Just everything seems ugh today. I wanna go home. Tonight going to cycling class at the Y with my bf. Then xmas tree. I...
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Yaaaay it's Hump Day!!! the week is half way over! Still feeling gyped that I missed this topless tuesday thing >.>

Blah Tuesday, why are you so close to Monday >.<

No tattoo. Artist ended up putting it off then not getting it right and after 2 hours of him talking my ear off about everything from body building to 3D printers, I was like well you keep working on that let me know what you come up with k baaaiii. OMG. Stressed out over it. But had my hair done and got my dress for...
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New tat tomorrow! FREAKING OUUUUT!!! This will be my first time flying solo when it comes to getting a tattoo! Also, very pissed off at my bf because he made me drive 40 min today just to bring him lunch when its HIS day off, not mine! And then when I asked what the plans were for after work he was like Oh I'm just...
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Another night spent awake, convinced I heard someone in my house. My bf said he is getting me a flat screen tv for xmas. What I really want is to ask me to move in. I'd settle for flowers though. I just feel like he already owns a flat screen, why would he buy me one if he ever intends to ask me to live...
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Ok so there is this phenomena in my life I like to call figment men. I meet these supposed jewels of humanity and spend hours talking and laughing then the next day all existence of them seems to be erased. seriously. I must imagine them. It's happened so many times. Last night another figment man came and.went. This is why I just assume everyone doesn't...
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Really nervouse about the photoshoot in January. And I have a new tattoo scheduled. Gonna be my longest sitting yet, he said it will probably take multiple sessions. He said the first one should take 6 hours. I'm soooo scared! He said I needed some sort of chemical thing I forgot it's name. i was assuming he was talking about a numbing agent. Well, more...
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