sometimes days seem like a continuos blur. Its summer in south america and I dont have ajob...
mornings nights etc etc and etc. I need to get out of this funk.
Ive been drawing for about 4 hours and I get so focused its awsome. I just cant stop. When im submerged in that blank page things make sense... I SWEAR I can feel my brain learning as the strokes give birth to form... and sometimes, just sometimes, beauty.
On a more mundane note... my dog is deaf. I tried to sneak up on him and give a loud shout but nothing. he sits there like nothing happened. Sometimes it takes forever to wake him up. Hes still very cute and energetic. If he was a human he would be 105 years old... SHIT. I once heard David Cross say that if you fall and break your hip at that age... thats it, your a piss and shit factory, its over. My dog is kind of like that, but I still see a bit of that puppy we reluctantly got bak in 91.
Im driven to becoming a better artist.. I feel rage when I find some asshole online that can illustarte beautifully, I feel like tearing my house apart.
but I turn that into creativity.. but its the technical part I am left wanting.
well patience.
I started a diet today... I really tough, doctor recommended, hard as hell diet. Ill give it out if anyone wants it... 1000 calories a day, thats about one quarter of what Im use to eating.... they should have OA in Chile... maybe Ill start one.
well Im good at dieting and in the following months Im gonna loose weight like a motherfucker. I will post my progress and ill post one pic each week... Ill do crunches so you can see my abs getting tough... hehe.. oh and Ill let you guys meet my dog.
I had a fight with my mother this morning but I dont want to talk about it now... I am a complicated man.
well bye.. ill post tomorrow with the first picture of my journy to thindom.
mornings nights etc etc and etc. I need to get out of this funk.
Ive been drawing for about 4 hours and I get so focused its awsome. I just cant stop. When im submerged in that blank page things make sense... I SWEAR I can feel my brain learning as the strokes give birth to form... and sometimes, just sometimes, beauty.
On a more mundane note... my dog is deaf. I tried to sneak up on him and give a loud shout but nothing. he sits there like nothing happened. Sometimes it takes forever to wake him up. Hes still very cute and energetic. If he was a human he would be 105 years old... SHIT. I once heard David Cross say that if you fall and break your hip at that age... thats it, your a piss and shit factory, its over. My dog is kind of like that, but I still see a bit of that puppy we reluctantly got bak in 91.
Im driven to becoming a better artist.. I feel rage when I find some asshole online that can illustarte beautifully, I feel like tearing my house apart.
but I turn that into creativity.. but its the technical part I am left wanting.
well patience.
I started a diet today... I really tough, doctor recommended, hard as hell diet. Ill give it out if anyone wants it... 1000 calories a day, thats about one quarter of what Im use to eating.... they should have OA in Chile... maybe Ill start one.
well Im good at dieting and in the following months Im gonna loose weight like a motherfucker. I will post my progress and ill post one pic each week... Ill do crunches so you can see my abs getting tough... hehe.. oh and Ill let you guys meet my dog.
I had a fight with my mother this morning but I dont want to talk about it now... I am a complicated man.
well bye.. ill post tomorrow with the first picture of my journy to thindom.