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Sometimes I wonder if people realize that they treat others like machines. Just something I notice when I have to run a register at work. Why are people so surprised when I talk to them like they exist? Is it because I am working and they don't expect to be noticed for who they are? Why wouldn't they want to be noticed that they were real? It makes me sad when people look right through eachother. I am a happy person and I am always positive... so people think I am fake. Because I am not always pissed off or depressed. It's obviously not that I don't feel, but I keep it to myself more. I let it out in private. Because it's personal. Someone today got on my case about being 'too nice'. Like they thought I was being sarcastic. How strange a feeling to have someone get mad at you for being nice... I didn't know what to say. I just say, "I am sorry you feel that way. Have a good day, Sir." It was quite mind boggling. I am very greatful that there are nice people in this world.

Anyways... My birthday is on Monday and I am going to Universal Studios for my first time! Hurray!