I woke up to the sound of rain this morning.
I felt like I was back in NY. I am glad I am not though.
My parents are still in town but they choose to go to a winery today, alone. I hope they have a nice, romantic time, and that the rain doesn't get in their way. My sister left last night.
I was so excited to see her but now that I have and she is gone I feel disappointed. She just doesn't seem to care about anything. All she wanted to do was shop and have fun. But whenever I suggested something 'fun' (for her) to do she brushed it off as something she didn't want to do. She tried to get reservations at the IVY for dinner on Saturday night... on Friday night... I knew that wouldn't work out. Unfortunately it seemed to be the only true thing she wanted to do. My sister has a lot more growing up to do but I honestly have not seen any progress.... I love her so much that I want to help but I can't help her. Only she can help herself. So she took a redeye back to Boston where her abusive boyfriend waits to yell at her for coming to LA when he told her that she was NOT Allowed. Even though he was in Texas the entire time she was here.....
My Parents leave tomorrow around noon (thats the answer my mother gave me). I am taking the Amtrak to go spend the rest of my vacation with someone that I will truly be able to relax with. I think my parents have fun but again I think that the chaos of my entire nuclear family being together marred our time together. My Parents are picking me up at 5pm today for dinner. I am taking them to my favorite restaurant in LA, Giovanni's on Venice Blvd. near Motor. A quaint Italian place. Very traditional. Or at least since I haven't been to Italy I think it's traditional. Then we say goodbye from there because my parents still haven't adjusted to the time difference. SO luckily, how selfish of me, I will have my night to myself again. I do love my family. But I suppose there was something behind me moving 2600 miles away other then the weather.... I wish I could visit them individually in turns. That would be optimal for me.
Tomorrow I get to see my Dark Darling until at least Sunday. I hope... you never know what my come up...
I can't wait for that peace.
To be completely covered with his smile,
and to be enfolded in his arms.....
Just to think on it I feel warm and comforted.
Time for me to weave a web......
~^..^~
I felt like I was back in NY. I am glad I am not though.
My parents are still in town but they choose to go to a winery today, alone. I hope they have a nice, romantic time, and that the rain doesn't get in their way. My sister left last night.
I was so excited to see her but now that I have and she is gone I feel disappointed. She just doesn't seem to care about anything. All she wanted to do was shop and have fun. But whenever I suggested something 'fun' (for her) to do she brushed it off as something she didn't want to do. She tried to get reservations at the IVY for dinner on Saturday night... on Friday night... I knew that wouldn't work out. Unfortunately it seemed to be the only true thing she wanted to do. My sister has a lot more growing up to do but I honestly have not seen any progress.... I love her so much that I want to help but I can't help her. Only she can help herself. So she took a redeye back to Boston where her abusive boyfriend waits to yell at her for coming to LA when he told her that she was NOT Allowed. Even though he was in Texas the entire time she was here.....
My Parents leave tomorrow around noon (thats the answer my mother gave me). I am taking the Amtrak to go spend the rest of my vacation with someone that I will truly be able to relax with. I think my parents have fun but again I think that the chaos of my entire nuclear family being together marred our time together. My Parents are picking me up at 5pm today for dinner. I am taking them to my favorite restaurant in LA, Giovanni's on Venice Blvd. near Motor. A quaint Italian place. Very traditional. Or at least since I haven't been to Italy I think it's traditional. Then we say goodbye from there because my parents still haven't adjusted to the time difference. SO luckily, how selfish of me, I will have my night to myself again. I do love my family. But I suppose there was something behind me moving 2600 miles away other then the weather.... I wish I could visit them individually in turns. That would be optimal for me.
Tomorrow I get to see my Dark Darling until at least Sunday. I hope... you never know what my come up...
I can't wait for that peace.
To be completely covered with his smile,
and to be enfolded in his arms.....
Just to think on it I feel warm and comforted.
Time for me to weave a web......
~^..^~