oi! i smoked waaayyyyy to many cloves last night. i am now officially on self-imposed three-clove-a-day ration. this will lead up to me quitting the first of the year. i'm a silly man. i quit smoking november 1st, 2003 and didn't smoke at all until this past june. that's almost 8 months of having it kicked! (and i did have it kicked...basically) but then this...
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Haven't had much time to update. So here's a quick rundown.
My computer is mostly fucked after trying to replace the defunct cable modem. I couldn't get the ethernet connection to work so I tried it with the USC connection, which means I had to turn ON my USB connections in the CMOS setup. They were turned off because of my unique DMAN soundcard, so...
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My computer is mostly fucked after trying to replace the defunct cable modem. I couldn't get the ethernet connection to work so I tried it with the USC connection, which means I had to turn ON my USB connections in the CMOS setup. They were turned off because of my unique DMAN soundcard, so...
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LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Sebastian6
Birth date: February 22, 1971
Birth place: Indianapolis, IN
Current Location: Bloomington
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Swedish/German
Shoes you wore today: brand new black low-top chucks
Your weakness: ice cream, pot, insecurity
Your fears: being a failure
Your perfect pizza: straight up extra cheese
Goal you'd like to...
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Name: Sebastian6
Birth date: February 22, 1971
Birth place: Indianapolis, IN
Current Location: Bloomington
Hair Color: Brown
Righty or Lefty: Righty
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Swedish/German
Shoes you wore today: brand new black low-top chucks
Your weakness: ice cream, pot, insecurity
Your fears: being a failure
Your perfect pizza: straight up extra cheese
Goal you'd like to...
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No set rules for which path to take in one's life. Decisions are up to ourselves without a clear vision of which decision is the right decision. We're all trying to find our way to happiness, but it's difficult to tell which path will lead us there. Even with all the preparation and information available, we could still be travelling headlong towards heartache and suffering....
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unravled:
God damn that's a cute picture. I think I may have asked you this before, but can you send email me your mailing address?
I promise I won't stalk you. Probably.
I promise I won't stalk you. Probably.
Why do the fuckity-fucks fuck the retarded?
Sometimes I'm so angry and I don't even know why. I just feel hurt and alone even though there are people around me telling me how much they love me. Weird.
Spent the whole weekend in Chicago with my lovely girlfriend. She goes to a sci-fi convention every year called WindyCon. I'm no sci-fi afficionado, so I wasn't really sure what to expect by this mass collection of geeks, nerds, brainiacs, mopey lonely boys, ren fair dressup women, and wannabe writers. On our first day at the hotel we saw a few slightly unconventional people- a...
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Let's all learn to be the devil!
unravled:
Okay!
Goddamn why can't things be easy?
My gf's parents offered to give her 20,000 to buy a house. But where does that leave me?
My gf's parents offered to give her 20,000 to buy a house. But where does that leave me?
I feel both empowered and perturbed at the mood in which I currently find myself. I am in a snarky, shitty mood right now, ready to take on anyone in an argument or gripe. So far today at work I've been snarky with at least three people, which isn't earning me any popularity points but it's getting things done. I try to be so understanding...
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But I think, maybe I could go for one right about now.....