sebastian6

my god. i just had the most surreal, jarring experience i've had in a very long time.
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my friend r. asked me a few nights ago (as i was leaving his house after watching a movie) if i had my checkbook on me. i said i didn't. he said...
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Work is kickin' my butt. Luckily I'm up to the task having recently acquired the powers of 3 men through a bizarre radiation experiment gone wrong.

Now I just need to play nice until the weekend when I can try out my new powers.

-sebastian

filmers beware golden retreaded classics of a very variety cement chest fieldings.

the know, the how, and the where:

-mold cut greens
-surfing the gandhi rainbow tube
-melted with mint
-seething marmalade toothbrush
-anthem without joy

if the tireless worked for tires...the time would be changing.

-sebastian

sometimes i just get so pissed and sad that i just can't be around anyone. i sit in my room alone and stare at this screen and wonder if i will ever ever ever meet anyone that i connect with then i realize how goddamn cliche that sentiment really is.
and then i am even more miserable.

-sebastian

there is a chance that when the world calms down and the night drapes itself over us like a blanket, the phoenix will appear and try to fly once again.

indoors, outdoors, it doesn't really matter. the same flashing light will be seen like looking through a film transparency....an audio marker made by some lowly assistant editor at academic filmstrips inc. he is both flashed...
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guided by voices rocked last night. pollard was drunk even as they took the stage and set his ramblings about us like a weird politician.

-s

try as i might i can't shake the feeling that the glowing worms in my mind are not made of sugar. they are full-blown, right grown, indeed a fetching argument might be that i'm simply daft and have no sense. but the truth be know- i am from another time and another place.

-sebastian

this new prescription is making me feel like i'm underwater. and that i'll never find a sense of home.

-sebastian

i wish i wasn't a robot. my wires would become arteries carrying lifeblood to my clockwork heart.

-sebastian

i know just how cliche this sounds but there is no other way to put it....

sometimes i just can't handle that we all have to die and feel so much pain in this life. it gives me this black sadness that just won't leave til morning.

-sebastian