today was my husbands sons birthday-stepson basically. i feel bad because although wes and i have been together for five years, i have no bond with his son. i mean he is an ok kid, we take him places and such but him and i dont have a bond whatsoever. he wants to call... Read More
ok so my last blog entry was filled with lots of hate and anger. i truly hate ungrateful people, especially when those people are supposed to be your friends.
but after two rounds of some fucking awesome sex this morning. i am feeling much better! lol. i have a couple of things to get done. i gotta return two items of clothing back to the... Read More
I want to go to Disney soooo bad! I might be going to Euro Disney next year though
I never stay cooped up in the house during winter, I stay inside during summer though. Its too hot and humid to go out in summer here, I'll end up with killer asthma from the humidity and all the native plants flowering. I sit on my ass in front of the aircon most day In winter I'm always outside, even when we were in the UK and it was snowing I was out all the time, walking to the grocer, getting the bus into the city etc. I love the cold
Its supposed to be awesome there, I hope it is or I'll be sad
I'm a winter girl, my birthday is in winter (well here it is ) and I've always liked it more than any other season, although spring is ok - apart from the pollen and my allergies
I wish it snowed here, I've seen snow twice in my life - the entire time I was in the UK it snowed twice, one time it was really light and the other I had to dig our car out of a snowbank
i am pissed..actually beyond pissed. i am hurt, angry, i feel betrayed, and used.
let me explain why.
remember the dress and the cake i was working on for my friend? well today was her party, so let me explain this out for you. the dress was actually finished on FRIDAY, i did it the way she wanted, with the measurements she gave me. i... Read More
sewing and baking a cake at the same time!
im sewing my friends dress for her birthday-tomorrow. when it is done i will take a picture of it
and im also baking her cake for her birthday, and the cake kinda matches the dress. all green and purple, light green and purple-which is really pretty together.
Dude, shot with Adipositivity yesterday and mentioned you, she told me to give you her email address in order to get in touch with her because she would still love to shoot with you, she's just bad at getting back to people sometimes.
so, im in bed, after sex, watching true life. sex has been incredible, the hormones make it crazy! lol. you know what my husband said to me, that made me melt and cry at the same time?
"i love you so much. more than you know, more than you can even imagine"
*swoon* lol i swear that man is amazing.
I can picture you dressing a little girl up in adorable 50's style clothes
I'm going to list everything in my etsy at those prices, if they don't sell I can always lower my prices so its no big deal really. But I have seen really poorly made stuff sell for more so fingers crossed
1-morning sickness
2-my husband left early to go to a D&D game before work.
blah. i've still been in denial about being pregnant lol. not total denial, but i think i was trying to convince myself that the test was wrong. haha. its like, i know that there can be false negatives where you get a... Read More
So we wake up today, and the water in the apartment is off. Can't flush or anything. Totally sucks, especially being that I feel like poo, and just want to shower.
My OB/GYN appt is May 4. I'm nervous as all hell. I mean, it's big news when you find out your pregnant. I'm not worried about motherhood per say, just the feelings of it.... Read More
so let's elaborate on this. this past thursday i went into the doctor to discuss new forms of birth control. you know how they say "birth control increases your chance of stroke, so do not take if blah blah blah...", well remember when i had that migraine that mimicked a stroke (hemiplegic migraine) back in november...yeahhhh....
so they make me take the pregnancy test...now im... Read More
In winter I'm always outside, even when we were in the UK and it was snowing I was out all the time, walking to the grocer, getting the bus into the city etc. I love the cold 
i swear that man is amazing.
