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holy crap!!! im excited



another night. and i havent been to sleep again. i tried to i really did. but sleeping all day, makes it harder to go to sleep during the night. im pretty sure the only reason my sleep schedule is so whacked is because my freaking surgery is coming up on Monday, and i'm really starting to get nervous. At first, I had myself prepared by saying that this was a minor surgery because it is being done lapriscopically. but um no! they are cutting my freaking stomach into two! then they are cutting my intestine and connecting it to my tiny tummy pouch! that shit is crazy!! one of the other things that i have been concerned about is the excess skin. ive been told some people have it, some people dont. some people have a serious issue with it, and some people dont. the ultimate goal is to be healthier, but i would still like to look good in the clothes that i wear...ugh. i psyched myself out

but anyway-moving on. ive met my December goal for sales in my Etsy shop I am super happy about that!!! Now that Ive met my goal-that doesnt mean that I am going to slow down. I still have a lot to do before my surgery. Get the inventory in the shop. So far, the money that I have made with this months income have went back into my business in getting more supplies and what. Oh, and my husbands birthday and christmas gifts.

so i got bored, and made a video for my youtube page. it shows some of the stuff i made. set to some music. yeah.... i was bored..



oh. and can i just say i LOVE this man and this song




if i had any sort of burlesque/pole dancing talent, i would KILL this song! lol. haha. ive been practicing in my kitchen. and yes, i am really going to get me a pole! place that shit right in my living room