seasan

i skipped out on going to the doctors study today. and i feel kinda bad that i didnt call. i mean a study is based on volunteers right. so i am going to reschedule for thursday, since my surgery is next monday-and this is the only time they can get me in.

in the meantime, i've been sewing my ass off

here is what i have been making:



Handmade Bags

Earrings

$13


Ruffled Jabot

$11


other awesome stuff can be found here

you like? you want? let me know! trying to get this off the ground. and i make my prices very reasonable oh, and also 20% off in my shop, so it's even cheaper!

i cant believe my surgery is less than a week away! holy fucking crap! ive been so damn hungry on this liquid diet. im not even concerned about hunger after the surgery..because my stomach will be about the size of a damn egg, i wont even have to worry about feeling hungry. blah

but i am looking forward to the spring and summer, when i dont have to spend a crazy amount on clothes because they are made with more fabrics. i can make my own clothes using less fabrics. and that cherry print bathing suit...i will be looking smoking hot in that! i dont want to be skinny, i just want to be healthier. i used to be happy being fat and healthy. but being fat has caused me to not be so healthy-i have a shitload of health problems, mostly weight related, some not. i would like to stop taking 5 pills a day, and only keep up with my fibro meds,. pricking myself daily to test my blood sugar also is not fun for me either.

i think we are supposed to be going to a holiday party this weekend...im not too sure, but if we do-i still cant eat anything! ugh. its amazing how much social activity is revolved around food!