seasan

my husband is an ass-end of story. basically i was told that i would not get his support with the gastric bypass until i start exercising and losing weight. he basically supports the surgery, but doesnt have faith in me adhering to the exercise and what not. i mean i know my husband is a dick, i know that he is brutally honest, but really? you would think that the one person you are married to will support you no matter what. i cant even really say that im mad, because i should have known this, but it still hurts

his reasoning is because i do little exercise now. ok 1-i have fibromyalgia-yes it limits me to what i can do. but 2-keeping this house clean-that is fucking exercise. he has no idea, because his lazy ass never cleans, the reason why he doesnt clean is because he says he works full time. when i worked full time at the same job as him, i still cleaned the house. so i call bullshit

im angry, im trying not to be, but i really am. i have a good support group now. my sister in law (my husbands sister) is in it with me. she's even doing the liquid diet with me. she says that its nice to have someone be there with you during a major time, and that is true. im not asking my husband to change diet or exercise or anything about him. i am asking him to have faith in me, encourage me, and believe in me. and evidently he cant do that

today started out as a good day, now it has immediately dropped down to sucky