So its almost 4 am and once again I can't sleep. I know my sleep schedule is usually a bit weird, we go to sleep late, wake up late-and thats because my husband works mid-night shift. from 2-10pm. but lately i have been going to sleep at around 4-waking up at about 12 (which gives me 8 hours) but then being so weak and taking a nap from 3-10pm. its crazy. My husband brought up the fact that since I had a period for 3 weeks, and now I am on my period again (yay PCOS!) that my iron is low-which is probably why I feel weak. So, I'm gonna attempt to get some vitamins in me to feel better
Today is my mother birthday. and I always feel weird about it. my mother and i dont really see eye to eye on many things. im basically the outspoken nerdy child. and in a lot of ways, i dont really care for my mother. i mean, a woman who tells you that her only job is to feed you, clothe you and send you to school, really lacks maternal instincts. now the weird thing is, when she deals with other peoples children, especially babies, she is so motherly, it even amazes me. the reason why i deal with her is because my awesome little sister is trapped in that house. and i feel that its my job to protect my sister because i definitely dont want her turning out like my older siblings. for example: i dont go to church, i dont really believe in God-but i do believe in something greater. my little sister is starting to question Christianity-and my mom thinks its a bad thing that my lil sis wants to hang out with me. Now keep in mind, ive never done drugs/never been arrested/never stolen from anyone/never stolen from my mother/never cursed her out/didnt pop out a bunch of babies-now all of these things my older siblings did. but because they go to church with her, they are good in her eyes! seriously, that lady has her priorities mixed up.
Moving on,I made two new awesome items for my etsy store-The Haute Dame im so in love with them I want to keep them for myself! lol
in an effort to drive up sale. i reduced shipping to just 99 cents
and if you awesome people would take the time out to follow/comment on my blog-The Haute Dame on blogspot i would appreciate it. it would make it look like people actually read the damn thing lol!
im going to attempt to go to sleep. even though im nowhere near tired. tata loves! <3
Today is my mother birthday. and I always feel weird about it. my mother and i dont really see eye to eye on many things. im basically the outspoken nerdy child. and in a lot of ways, i dont really care for my mother. i mean, a woman who tells you that her only job is to feed you, clothe you and send you to school, really lacks maternal instincts. now the weird thing is, when she deals with other peoples children, especially babies, she is so motherly, it even amazes me. the reason why i deal with her is because my awesome little sister is trapped in that house. and i feel that its my job to protect my sister because i definitely dont want her turning out like my older siblings. for example: i dont go to church, i dont really believe in God-but i do believe in something greater. my little sister is starting to question Christianity-and my mom thinks its a bad thing that my lil sis wants to hang out with me. Now keep in mind, ive never done drugs/never been arrested/never stolen from anyone/never stolen from my mother/never cursed her out/didnt pop out a bunch of babies-now all of these things my older siblings did. but because they go to church with her, they are good in her eyes! seriously, that lady has her priorities mixed up.
Moving on,I made two new awesome items for my etsy store-The Haute Dame im so in love with them I want to keep them for myself! lol
in an effort to drive up sale. i reduced shipping to just 99 cents
and if you awesome people would take the time out to follow/comment on my blog-The Haute Dame on blogspot i would appreciate it. it would make it look like people actually read the damn thing lol!
im going to attempt to go to sleep. even though im nowhere near tired. tata loves! <3
user209834982:
I know exactly how you feel about your mum. I think ours should hang out, they sound a lot alike.