suffering from some severe depression
just in from training and i know im gonna have a night of insomnia.
my girl is away with her family and ive never felt quite so alone.
i cant remember the reason why i rejoined suicide girls.
im spinning my wheels at training. despite all the effort ive been putting in im the only person who didnt get promoted... Read More
animal cruelty
there is nothing that makes me more angry than animal testing
ive grown up in a house of animal lovers
ive always had dogs
after watching recent fur investigations on the net i want to skin j lo alive.
maybe im a hypocrite because im a meat eater.
watching animal testing, jesus i could easily suggest certain areas of society where medical testing... Read More
animal cruelty
there is nothing that makes me more angry than animal testing
ive grown up in a house of animal lovers
ive always had dogs
after watching recent fur investigations on the net i want to skin j lo alive.
maybe im a hypocrite because im a meat eater.
watching animal testing, jesus i could easily suggest certain areas of society where medical testing... Read More
wahey
two weeks to go to my fight
im on a fucking sex ban and aint had none since sunday
i know its only tuesday but its already killing me.
no sex or wanking for 2 weeks.
im gonna have some heavy balls after my fights
the no orgasm thing is killing me
it increases the old testosterone lovels so it makes you stronger and more aggresive i guess. and fucking wound up and horny.
lol
WELL ITS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY
didnt get any presents
im not going out because i have a major fight on may 6th so im not allowed to drink and im trying to drop another 10lbs in weight.
im so fucking depressed right now.
was at work all day and was hoping for just one phone call or text wishing me happy birthday but didnt get... Read More
my weekend is going pretty good... Friday was kinna a blur.. saturday I paid bills n such.. n today I was in the pool mostly... then went for a walk.. now enjoying some computer time
so time for an update
trained on saturday morning and really hurt a guy because of something he did to me. we was grappling and he started bending my fingers back which your not allowed to do so i slapped a key lock on his arm and let him tap for a few seconds before i let it go.
oh well. fuck him.
i went... Read More