seamus1979

EARL
OH FUCK...THIS FUCKIN STORY HAS FALLEN APART
and I don't even think I can...I got no
punchline -- we had good times later,
the best times, the love of my life,
I thirty eight years -- but never the respect
and the...she knew what I did...she knew...
all the stupid things I've done but the
LOVE was stronger than anything you can think up.

Now I'll die and I'll tell you: what?
The biggest regret of my life:
I let my love go.....

...I ruined my love...jesus...jesus christ.
what did I do and I had to get away...?
something, something to do....I can't explain.
....I love her so much....leave her there....
and to punish...punish her....

....and the punishment for what? What?
...nothing....and I'm so embarresed....
so embarresed for what I've done...

I'm seventy five years old and embarresed.
....million years ago...my fuckin REGRET
AND GUILT AND these things...don't
let anyone tell you that you shouldn't
regret anything.....don't do that...don't.....

...you fuckin' regret what you want...
...use that....use that....

....use that regret for you any way
you want...you can use that ok....
someone says not to regret or think about
the past, something, mistakes we make.....bullshit.

....this is a long way to go for no
punch...a little moral....story I say...
Love. love. love....this fuckin' life....
ohhhhhhh, love.....

...it's so fuckin' hard....and so long....
life ain't short it's long....Life is long,
godddmnit -- god damn....whatd I do?
Whatd I do? ohhhh what'dIdo