So I was very hurt yesterday when i could not get into SG. it was like a small part was ripped out, so is this what addiction feels like or the withdrawal part of one feels like. It was like my brain was screaming for inspiration and I could not give it any. By the end of the summer I should have my new drawing...
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sydni:
I was sooooo bored while the site was gone. I was going crazy.
midnyte:
I was feeling it too 
here is an old one! a real old one......
Sometimes I wonder where you came from,
Sometimes I tremble with the fear you will return there
leaving me alone and lost once more.
I wake up terrified, and reach for my neck.
The star rests in the hollow of my throat,
a concrete, reassuring symbol that you *are* real.
You have touched me, body, heart...
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Sometimes I wonder where you came from,
Sometimes I tremble with the fear you will return there
leaving me alone and lost once more.
I wake up terrified, and reach for my neck.
The star rests in the hollow of my throat,
a concrete, reassuring symbol that you *are* real.
You have touched me, body, heart...
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sydni:
I dig it.
So I have been slowly going through all the sets on this website
. Looking at the women and the photo sets and reading Bios and I have to say DAMN!!!!!!!!! the women are not only gorgeous and worth drawing and putting into art. but they are some of the most awesome people I have ever met. the ideas and thoughts and dreams and talents...
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. Looking at the women and the photo sets and reading Bios and I have to say DAMN!!!!!!!!! the women are not only gorgeous and worth drawing and putting into art. but they are some of the most awesome people I have ever met. the ideas and thoughts and dreams and talents... Read More
vegas:
yay!look at what Lillithvain did 
sydni:
but of course. That's really awesome. I would be honored.
scratch what I said about fearing failing. It is not that I fear it because lets face if I feared it I would not try anything. I just hate failing. Because If I fail it just drives me even more to try it again till I awesome at it.
if this post does not make any sense tough 
I have a problem with trying to make everything prefect before people see it. and when i say prefect I mean prefect in my eyes. Which logically that is so wrong because my perception of prefection is different then other people. I go through about 20 to 25 poems or ideas a day. and after reading...
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I have a problem with trying to make everything prefect before people see it. and when i say prefect I mean prefect in my eyes. Which logically that is so wrong because my perception of prefection is different then other people. I go through about 20 to 25 poems or ideas a day. and after reading...
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candycox:
Who doesn't have a fear of failing? Failure sucks. I've been a perfectionist all my life, and a control freak to boot. If things don't work out my way, I get pissed off!! There is such a thing as trying too hard though. I've had to learn to just let go of things, otherwise I drive myself crazy trying to be perfect at everything. It's not realistic. I've learned how to own up to my flaws and take my "failures" in stride. They're just things to learn from... I definitely agree with you about living life to the fullest and not "playing it safe." That IS definitely a load of crap. People are too afraid to break out of their comfort zones or they just conform to what's "acceptable" in society. I say FUCK THAT!! Life isn't meant to be safe. It's all about taking risks and going the extra mile to get what you want/ what makes you happy.
If only my love life were more controllable.
have a lovely weekend! CC
If only my love life were more controllable.
have a lovely weekend! CC
Where to being to explain Love. Has any poet truly been able to capture the meaning of love? No I do not think so. That is why there are so many love poems out there. We are all different and we all feel love differently. It is not that we do not connect with some of the poems that are written. It is just that...
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candycox:
The past couple of journal entries are lovely. You sound like such a romantic. Very intimate things you have shared... thanks for trying to cheer me up by the way. I'll be ok, it always takes time.
xoxo, CC
xoxo, CC
Warmth
Wandering through the soul numbing cold of loneliness.
I reached for any warmth I could find.
Finding sometimes that what I thought was warmth was colder than the loneliness I was already in;
Other times finding the warmth came with costs that I could not pay.
Still I yearned for warmth, and I at times found warmth that tried to change who I was....
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Wandering through the soul numbing cold of loneliness.
I reached for any warmth I could find.
Finding sometimes that what I thought was warmth was colder than the loneliness I was already in;
Other times finding the warmth came with costs that I could not pay.
Still I yearned for warmth, and I at times found warmth that tried to change who I was....
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What to say to say to the woman of your life, love, and dreams?
You could try to tell her that she is the most beautiful woman in the world, and even if she is, she will look at you like youre crazy.
You say that she is so intelligent that she could do anything that she sets her mind to, and even if she...
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You could try to tell her that she is the most beautiful woman in the world, and even if she is, she will look at you like youre crazy.
You say that she is so intelligent that she could do anything that she sets her mind to, and even if she...
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well here is the newest poem. it just poped out of my head. what do you think.
Why into flames must we walk? Why must by fire we burn to clear away the unwanted, the unneeded. Why must our lives be a constant struggle to reach to grow to learn? Why must the things we care for be destroyed. They say the fire cleanses, that...
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Why into flames must we walk? Why must by fire we burn to clear away the unwanted, the unneeded. Why must our lives be a constant struggle to reach to grow to learn? Why must the things we care for be destroyed. They say the fire cleanses, that...
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candycox:
hahahaha... I just KNEW you'd be hooked on this site!! NaKeD chicks are so damn addictive, aren't they?? My, my, my, I didn't know you were such a horndog (and you'll admit to it too)! Who would've thunk with that innocent face of yours? Your poem is very interesting by the way. There's a lot of good insight in it. Life is pain and sorrow! But how can we know happiness without pain? See ya in art class tonight.
CC
CC