Monday Apr 05, 2004

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Hmmm....Did'nt go so well the other night.Still came home alone....Guess I'm hopeless.I read somewhere that the longer a person(guy esspecially)goes without sex,the more depressed they get.And the more confidence they lose....I really believe this.I did have way more confidence 7 months ago than I do now....And I don't even know if I really want to meet some girl at the bar.

Every weekend I go, It seems the girls I see just get more snobbish.But theyre actually starting to make me think"maybe I'm not good enough".(Thats the depressing part frown )

Something else I've noticed...My friends are true assholes when it comes to women.They want one thing...They dont even give a damn about her feelings.My guy friends treat their girlfriends horribly..They cheat....lie..Whatever it takes to get themselves laid....I DESPISE THAT!!! mad And nice girls actually give guy's like that a chance and leave me in the dust.....

Which leads me to believe that nice guys like me dont stand a chance.But I REFUSE to become an asshole.I will stay my sweet self and hope that someday a girl will notice me..... blush Well,now that all of you think I have a complex...I'll be going biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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nevermore:
i know exactly how you feel. and i agree with you the longer you are single the lower your self confidence drops and the more depressed you get (or at least that is its effects on me)

but to answer your question. No twiztid doesn't have a new cd out. The last Cd they dropped was "The Green Book" . Cryptic Collection vol.3 is suppose to be coming out later this year. Dark Lotus (which twiztid is part of) just dropped "Black Rain" out yesterday. i don't have it yet (will get it thursday) but i've downloaded a few tracks and it has certainly flipped my wig!!
pharcyde:
i feel your pain.
when i started high school my friends all bacame gay (not literally, just really stupid) so i stoped having anything to do with them. even now most guys i meet seem to only think girls are good for sex. this one girl i have a huge crush on used to go out with a guy who tryed to ruin her life (cut out her friends/family (which he did), get her to have his kid, ruin her first year of university....) and some guy i work with is having a kid with his girlfriend, and this guy cheats on her all the time. like you il stay nice, but it certainly is frustrating.

the longer you are single the more your confidence drops is true, but after a while the tables turn and you gain it all back (and then some biggrin )

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