scylis

i feel rather defeated by "the man" and "his" institutions. they threaten with leaving me alone for all intents and purposes. it's bad enough that when i finally find myself caught up with interest in someone else, they're here for what seems like only moments. but on top of that... meh. whatever. i concede defeat.

...not that it really matters, i suppose, the little time she's up here. i doubt the interest is mutual. it never is. and if it is...

...that's almost worse.

sorry, i'm too tired to be cheerful at this moment.