scylis

i am angry and lonely.

my time spent stranded out there in Eagle River didn't feel... real, i guess. it felt more like being stuck in suspended animation, rather than the brief spurts of forward momentum surrounded by long periods of decay and masturbation that i'm used to. it was rather monotonous, all in all, since a car is quite necessary to get around to do most anything these days.

and i shall make it a point to always bring my laptop with me in case i get stranded again, even if i do get mocked for the kind of porn one might find on it. not being able to use GUI mods made me want to claw my eyes out.

and Vodka is not my friend.