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i am bored. really bored. and not tired enough to go to sleep. i don't want to drink. i don't want to beat off. i don't really want to do anything. i wish there was something to do. and that i wanted to do it.

EDIT: i eventually managed to pass out. it was just one of those really dead nights.
kindle:
frown
stem:
just beat it,
beat it,
no one wants to be defeated!
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i am very angry at sexuality in general. i'm not entirely sure why. i just know it fills me with a deep, burning anger right now that comes somewhere from beyond rational thought.

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varuka_salt:
That's exactly the thougt I had. (Rolling in the money.)
lostlucy:
The above sure leave me curious about what aspect is hard.

I know that I could never have predicted the course of my midlife desire/orientation/sexlife, and it can be a source of such frustration for people who live in small or rural areas, where people might have a harder time trying to explore options.

I refuse to look, but I wish there was an intelligent GEEZER thread about this surreal
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watching the How It's Made bit on milking a cow while tipsy is either one of the most amazing or the most horrifying things ever.

i don't know which.
idgas:
B.S.C., S.S.C the former is a bachelor of science what is the latter?
kindle:
the buses are actually some of the best public transportation that I've seen so far (compared to other big cities). The train begins its regular runs to SeaTac in 2009 so that'll be nice, and yes, the buses are factored into my travel time since that's the only method of transport besides walking that I have.
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i fucking hate Vista.

i would like to be able to edit my motherfucking pictures.
i would like to be able to edit my motherfucking program files.
i would like my motherfucking program files to be able to be installed in the first place.
i would like my motherfucking files to not automatically be READ ONLY.
i would like an OS that works worth a...
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reptilia:
I have no experience with Vista since I've switched to Mac (and university PCs are still using XP), but I sympathize. There isn't a way to help alleviate some of the hassle by turning some security features off? If not, that's a bummer. frown
stem:
hey punkin,
you're cool.
also,
Vista hates everyone,
except me.
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i am happy to find that the Venture Bros. are back and in good form!

Phantom Limb's a tool.

sometimes it amuses me to no end to read the debates about katanas on the official D&D boards at Wizards of the Coast's website. all the really good ones seem to be gone, now, but if you haven't ever caught one, i'll sum it up for...
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sockpuppet:
Forget I said anything smile
ohsoordinary:
No, but she will be meeting me with a poopload of kittens, apparently.
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HORY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT! JAPAN HAS JUST INVADED ARASKA!

actually, the JASDF is in town for manoeuvers. which makes me hate the Patriot Act and idiot managers. see, they needed to buy prepaid phones for about 28 people or so (the guy who knew english best mentioned they were looking for 28 at one point, i think). well, we didn't have 28 of the ones they...
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quirky:
Did they speak Engrish?
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i am fucking sick of seeing the Dethklok live tour commercials on [Adult Swim].

because i can't make it to one, and that pisses me off. what's not to love about a fake cartoon metal band doing a live tour? especially when they're better than a good chunk of real metal bands.
colinism:
idgas:
I would give better odds to the slave winning than to LSlice thinking before typing.
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*gasp* *cough* *choke*

i think my cat is trying to kill me through means of chemical warfare. science help me, i'm getting sick to my stomach. that's not a natural smell.

sometimes i hate having to switch what food he's eating.
ohsoordinary:
Ew...
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well, if i'm going to move, then i'm going to need to do something with all this booze i have. can't take it with me, no matter how i slice it.

therefore, i have decided to start drinking myself to sleep. i'm having trouble sleeping, anyway, so i might as well.

also, having watched that damn commercial far too many times, when did fucking Coldplay...
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kindle:
So, when's the move?
kindle:
w00! Coming to Seattle?
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i loved Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. i don't care what all you bitches say, it was awesome. i had a blast watching it; i may go see it again. i enjoyed it more than Iron Man, and Iron Man was fucking amazing. sure, Crystal Skull was campy and rather formulaic, but that's what i went to see - it's an Indiana Jones movie,...
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ohsoordinary:
High level campaign, huh? I guess I'll go see it then.
ardour:
Too many people forget they first saw the original movies back when they were children or young teens. Really don't know what they were expecting.
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first off, not eating all day after a bit of drinking is not the brightest of ideas. that was yesterday.

i am getting out of here. my wanderlust has kicked in. it's not just the fact that stem (my best friend) left very late last night to move to Seattle, it's that there is no change here, really, and it's making me apathetic. the stress...
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kindle:
Sweet! We'll be in the same city so we'll have to make it a point to meet up at some point. Aaand, since I'll be working at the airport, I might see you there on one of your trips. I agree with you, I love flying, I don't mind waits and I have no problem wandering the airport endlessly for hours. I just plain 'ole love to travel.
ohsoordinary:
Why are we not freinds? This makes no goddamned sense.
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i think i am entirely too attached.

i'm also sick to my stomach, now.

i want out of this damn state.
kindle:
frown