scumlord

from the beginning, it was said that if Matt doesn't come, it isn't going to work. i'm sorry. i would love to hang out with you, but it is my birthday. i want nothing more in this world than to see Matt... that would be why i spent my birthday money (that i could have gotten a new bass with) on tickets for you all to come up here.

& before i purchased the tickets, i must have asked Matt about 8 million times, if he was sure you all would be able to make it. now, one week prior to the trip, it's a problem.

no, you all aren't siamese twins, but like i said, it's my birthday. i don't really want to spend it being depressed, because the man i want to spend it with can't make it, but i'm still paying for his roomate to come up.

do you have any idea how unfair that is to me?

& if you ask me, you sure as hell ain't the one gettin' shafted... that would be me, dear.

i guess, since i have been trying to keep my cool, i haven't really shown just how upset i am. i hope this clears it up for the two of you. all i asked was that my birthday not be ruined... & now that i have spent a good chunk of my birthday money on non refundable tickets, i guess i'm kinda screwed for what i was looking to do on my 21st birthday.

[Edited on Feb 25, 2005 12:07PM]

[Edited on Feb 25, 2005 12:19PM]

excellent work as usual. Too bad you don't live close to the Mil- I would love to display your stuff in one of my gallery nights