scullyt

Ok so today I am crying again, I'm tellin' ya, this is gonna be one of the worst holidays seasons. Saturday was my Uncle's Birthday (The one who died last year, I talk about it in previous journals), and it has been pretty rough since then, cause see that was the last time I talked to him. I wished him a Happy Birthday, talked about my new baby, and invited him to come and see him. Then in 3 weeks he was gone. I still can't get past it. Last year I was so on it with Christmas, I had all my Christmas cards out the first week of November, which was great cause at least my uncle got the picture of my son to carry around with him, and now I'm just getting to them and I wish I could send him one.

I'm sorry for being such a baby, but I miss him. And it doesn't help that the only other person I've had in my life for a long length on time, Lisa my best friend, won't talk to me anymore. I am just so depressed. I'm sorry to bum anyone else out with my crap.