scull

just found out..
from my ltitle sister.
who happened to get invited out with my friends cuz they invited out a whole bunch of ppl, myself included but i couldnt go wasnt worth the hour drive.
but anyway
found out from my little sister.
that my "best friend" has a boyfriend, and she didnt even tell me...
I knew she was hanging out with the guy. and maybeliked him
but i though she thought he was to young.
is 17 to young when ur 21!
.......
why didnt she call me?

why didnt she hurry and tell me "omg omg amanda tyler asked me oout" or we are officially dating.."
why did i not get the memo..
when did I become unimportant.

fuck....
i dont get it, i didnt do anything!
guess im going to just go watch my CVS training videos...
n cry.