scruffyhightops

Sorry, it's full of self indulgent rubbish!



She wants to stay friends still, so as broken as I feel, at least she is understanding.

Now i just need to move on, now I have my final answer, but I am not going to lie, it does hurt. It always hurts, I always end up like this, just another day.

To never have had a proper relationship is actually really hard. All my friends are moving on, and now I am just floating around, I'm beginning to feel so separated from them, well, I do anyway, but not like this, I don't know what it's like to wake up next to someone and know your actually wanted, instead I wake up and it's just me, it's always just me, I go out and it's just me! I don't turn head, girls don't go out of their way to talk to me, and the ones that do, don't even call back.

I'm going to buy some comics, make myself feel better. Life is life, it's weird and strange and doesn't seem to like me at the moment.