okay, so I couldn't give up everything...I needed a sabatical from life for a bit, but couldn't get it. blah blah blah... Just waiting for something better I quess. Things aren't really as bad as I make them out to be, I know this, but I get too easily depressed and frustrated. Miss my friends, miss my happiness... But on the upside, I'm not dead, and that is something to be thankful for everyday, right?