After shit days with little sleep, I awoke slightly happier than I have as of late. Wishing I had more friends around, but they are too far away. Drinking beer is my latest theraputic device, but all it seems to be doing is making me gain weight. Next month I drink only champagne. After that, it's on to rum. Summer time is on it's way, so soon I can restart my outdoor art projects. hooray for me. Need new tattoos, soon. Must save monies.