screwlstew

Things are feeling weird to the mind and numb to the touch. I believe the opperative word right now is "hmph."

I love my girlfriend, I really really do (I'm moving in with her in November for Pete's sake!) and everything seems to be just swell for all parties involved, apart from the anxiety conjured by the move thing, yet there's a lingering hmph. What does hmph mean? I'm not sure. Why do I say hmph? Because of the quality of our phone conversations and the minimalist inclusion of new imformation usually. I think, perhaps, it is a bit unfair to converse every night on the telephone and expect glowing results. Or maybe not. That is not such a daunting task.

Some nights I feel so fucking brain damaged and I can't for the life of me form a coherent thought. I recall earlier convos between me and her and the level of engagement, but I digress. I'm of the mind that there are just a lot of external factors weighing in and dumbing down our dead air exchanges. They're not even that bad.

Well, she just called and I lost my train of thought/desire to do anything more with this post. The end.